i was at the 'spares' show last night and i felt a big grin spread over my face when they played the song 'nodding like i do'. it felt like a good anthem for this new space in which i find myself.
i'm visualizing all the drama, all the pain and even all the greatness and comfort and fun of the last 3+ years so close to the Boy are finally scrubbed off - even the crusty bits at my elbows and the smatter of dirt across my face that i always hoped looked charming and sweet.
i see your lips are moving like they do
i'm all over that and your other tricks too
i'm done with this and done with you
i don't understand a word you say
i'm just nodding like i do
there is no hate here - i'm not suggesting that i will never speak to him again or that i want nothing to do with him every again. i'm just not going to get close enough for any of his crap to fling in my direction.
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