elevation

it is so nice to really start to bubble up into 'crazy in love'.

Yale and i are getting to know each other better, and in new ways, and to know each other's hearts. and every new thing, every conversation, makes me feel more and more in love with him. it is a strange, bubbly, sparkly feeling. it is good. a blessing. i thank God for it. i thank God for him.

maybe it's just normal hormonal whineyness, but i have felt a clingier ache for him when i have to leave him. weird. that part doesn't feel quite like me, but it doesn't feel bad either.

oh, and just in case you are have heard rumors, yes, i did go to the Jcrew bridal trunk show this weekend. stealth ninja-style. and yes, i did try on some wedding dresses. the 2 that i really really wanted to try were not there. boo. but i can arrange a private fitting when they have been reordered in a few months. ummm, i think i'll wait until i'm actually engaged before i try on any more wedding gowns. a girl's gotta have her pride!

ok, this post wasn't very interesting. i just want to run around and scream "i'm FINALLY crazy in love!!!!" and since that's not really very acceptable, i decided to blog it.